Thursday, October 29, 2009

dont laugh!!

a lil experience to share wif....
ya laaa, i know im not doing it very well, so unstable until almost slipped, but it is not easy when u are wearing 3 inches high heels okay
im just a beginner wei~ so don't u dare laugh at me




ahahaha.... forgive the talkative lifen,
she's just......well, its just her characteristic lol
btw, my knees are RUINED!!!
never get sooo many blueblack on my legs b4;
it is freaking ugly and pain~~~ sob sob


but then again, so what, i really don't care
i love wat im learning, just wait and see,
my goal is to dance like my instructor, ahakz =)








Friday, October 16, 2009

yay!! its end of the sem dy ^^

yeah, i noe it doesn't make sence but dont ya feel the same way with me?!
despite tonnes of workload, end of the sem actually brings alot of fun wei~~
v have less lecture to attend (except stupid statistic, still have test 2 during week 14 summore =.=) , no more lab sessions; besides that, v start doin stuffs like secretly recording each other (i wonder since when v like to do so), my stupid act was recorded and kept by oilee...
speaking of tis, i feel like its so unsecure...oilee wei~ cant play play,must get it bac from her asap
and the most excited thing-- our course trip is approaching in less than one month's time ^^
lots of plans actually comes out oledi, they even want to go Genting during the final exam period right after the 1st paper...swt,damn crazy
but then again i cant go!!! grrr...i'll miss a lots of fun and gossips just bcuz of my dance lesson =(

AND v r goin to watch 2012 after our last paper kekeke...
our paper will finish at 9pm, so v r aiming the midnight show
normally, it wont be a matter if v go to watch a midnight show, but again our course trip is just the day after that, so v wont hav much time to sleep i suppose
lalalalala...u will c a group of panda hanging around Melacca, JB and SG...lolz




Saturday, October 10, 2009

真的累了

不知怎么了,最近心情都会没缘由的低落了。。
是因为大考将近了吗??
已经有两次在大考时期发生不愉快的事的经验了,
真的是因为酱吗?
每次发生事故的时候,我都是刻意的隐藏自己的情绪,甚至还微笑着继续做我本来应该要完成的事情,就一副我没事的样子,有人还误以为我真的很坚强呢,呵呵。。
不是刻意的压抑着自己的情绪和想法,只是没遇到觉得适合倾诉的对象而已。
或许是我还不习惯跟别人毫无保留的谈心罢,总要彼此熟悉到一个程度,彼此信任才可以吧
尤其是当你有在观察身边的人的时候,你会发现不少人都是戴着面具的;
明明就不爽一个人,干嘛要假装友好呢?!
明明就不相任别人,干嘛要装出一副很相信的模样呢?!

这是第一次写出酱的剖白,应该也是唯一的一次吧
承担太多东西了,我肩膀没那么宽,也没有那么一个可让我依靠的肩。。
就暂时酱罢,自己扛好了,应该没问题的。。