9th week

entering the 9th week of my internship life,
but then v are having night shift for this whole week =(
din like it much, cuz it makes me feels like im isolated from ppl around,
when ppl are working, im sleeping;
when ppl go bac home and relaxing, i gonna to go to work........

gotta ready to go work dy,
blue again.........

big boy =p

Darren Tee Yee Bond is turning 23!!!!! =p
we went mv to celebrate his birthday after work;
since he said wanna eat sushi,
so we headed to Zanmai again

its quite late after v finished our dinner,
most of the shops were closed, including Zen, my favorite!!
OMG, it wont be a complete birthday celebration without a cake!!!
luckily Secret was still open for business,
so v just went in, had some cheese cakes while waiting for the show to start..
yes, v bought tickets of Toy Story 3, and its in 3D ^^


the story is effin nice;
phew..luckily, cuz i don wan his big day ended with yiaks movie =)
and the last surprise, well, the one and only surprise for him,
is the present!!!!
bought him a AD wallet, and he din c it coming at all,
love to c him surprised and touched ,
soooooo cute, ahakz =p

randomly weird mind

im ostrich,
hide my head in the sand and act as if the reality doesn't exist,
especially during certain festive or big day;

im bad liar,
i cant even lie to myself, cuz deep down inside my heart,
i noe it is a fact and there are responsibilities i need to carry;

im devil,
i still keeping my thought and feeling and just share wif closest "brother"
(just us in a private, quiet space at night)
even though i noe i got my own personal shoulder and ears from my dear,
*sorry~~ i noe i shouldn't do this

im chicken,
i noe it will be incomplete if its not proceeding to the nex stage,
but im too chicken to take the initiative;
oh gosh, can someone predict for me when it will move on?!
but the prediction gotta be accurate 1, no false alarm pls, =p

me?

recently my mind keeps on thinking,
wat kind of person i am actually??
observed ppl around me,
notice that there are lots of different ppl with different characteristic,
ppl acts differently when socializing with different ppl,
some are in a good way, some will cause them to caught in gossips,
observing ppl around, makes me wonder wat type of person i am at the same time;

luckily i know one thing for sure,
im easily satisfied =)
im easily satisfied with the foods i ate,
bcuz i knew there are lotsa ppl starve to die, v shall be grateful with what v had;
im not complaining frequently,
i think that v r in no condition to complain if v ourselves cannot do it better than other,
silly huh?
yeah, maybe is silly or shallow, but at least life is simpler and happier,
its a good thing to be easily contented over all rite?
i hope im right at this point =)

i miss my home;
i miss my mum;
i miss my yee bond;
i miss my own bed;
i miss my carefree life;
arghh......
suddenly feel everything is so far from me,
so hard to reach,
i cant even see or touch or feel them here ....
im not alone right now, but still feel LONELY~~~~~
COL internally...... =(