im ostrich,
hide my head in the sand and act as if the reality doesn't exist,
especially during certain festive or big day;
im bad liar,
i cant even lie to myself, cuz deep down inside my heart,
i noe it is a fact and there are responsibilities i need to carry;
im devil,
i still keeping my thought and feeling and just share wif closest "brother"
(just us in a private, quiet space at night)
even though i noe i got my own personal shoulder and ears from my dear,
*sorry~~ i noe i shouldn't do this
im chicken,
i noe it will be incomplete if its not proceeding to the nex stage,
but im too chicken to take the initiative;
oh gosh, can someone predict for me when it will move on?!
but the prediction gotta be accurate 1, no false alarm pls, =p





