it hurts

i stared at the computer screen more than 15 minutes dy....
i totally have no clue on how to start my sentences...
there is so much things i wanted to tell and get advise from others,
but my blog isn't as private as it used to be,
i cant express wats in my mind freely when the things involves the ppl around me

i felt tat something happened last Thursday,
perhaps im just a lil down bcuz of wat had the lecturer said,
and i keep telling myself that maybe im too sensitive and think too much already,
but in fact, the things i care the most, and suspect b4 reli happens....
i reli dono how to face all this things for the moment,
i said tat i wont care of wat ppl say or how they think,
but then again, i failed to do so...
its not like i will give up and let go,
but i reli dono wat to do.......