understanding is the key

my time is not belong to me anymore,
besides working and attending class,
i reserved all my spare time for ya,
at least i'll makes sure that u got the priority,
dont you notice that i will never say no to ur invitation or request?
im not asking for return,
i just needed ur understanding,
wat for i wanna works on public holiday?
rm36 is not the issue okay,
its just tat if i worked, i can hav one extra holiday,
and i can replace my leave nex time whenever i needed,
i was thinking to take leave on the 100th or ur b.day only,
tats all in my mind....

u will never notice when im moody,
u will never notice tat i actually dislike somebody calling ur nick name,
u will never realize that ur best fren is telling fake story behind ur back,
i did remind u, as i recalled..

to me, the words u used tat day is quite....harsh,
i'll say wat i mean,
when i say nothing, i reli got nothing to say...
it was the 1st time im reli clueless how to speak to u,
or react to ur respond,
i bet u hav no idea tat the words will actually hurts ppl...
it has nothing to do wif experience,
its the basic understanding,
u wont treat ur frens tat way rite?
and u noe wat is the worst part?
u wont feel soli for ur mean sentences..
so disappointed, reli