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opps, another emo post, sorry reader..

i alwaz tot that im good at bearing things,
but somehow, dono for wat reason, i slipped tat day,
merely cant hold the tears, twice a day!!
exceed the upper limit of my bearing ability dy i suppose;
guess is the 1st time i pulled a long long face so obviously;

it is not a matter of low profile or high profile,
it is common sense, no one will "play fire" like tis,
don do it like nobody else business!!
everything got its own boundary and limit,
pls stand on my view point, and care for my feeling,
im HUMAN too~~~
i cant pretend blind and deaf all the time =(
i din voice it out doesn't mean tat im not care/mind it
it is rather hard to describe how it feels like,
it is not solely anger,
but a combination of hurt, sad and helpless, not being respect, and im the lebih 1.....
worst of most,
the freaking idea of " i wil not be hurt like tis, if and only if im not related..." keeps pop up in my mind at the moment..
hell no, i don wanna give up like tat,
it is the last decision i'll do if things come worst

yeah... maybe it is just for fun to y'all,
but do consider the consequences, how if one party "accidently" taken it seriously,
and fall for it ?
and, a real nice person no matter how open-minded,
wont do this to his/her fren!!!

ok, enuf of the craps, too negative dy...@@

anyway,
to ma "half-hill" buddy, thx for ur concern,
to king's 3 other golden flower, a big hug for y'all for so damn understand me and all ya mental support, esp xiaoyiu ^^,
(y"all reli noe how to cheer me up after stayed and stick together for months),
and to those who terasa, yup im talking bout u!!