luv Johannian

it was so much easier to find a real fren bac then,
everyone is so grateful to meet each other,
so sincere, its the purest frenship,
just heart- to-heart, no calculation at all.....

everytime after meeting wif them,
im sooooo reluctant to bac to the track,
no strength to face those mask,
it will freaks me out to noe there are ppl calculating things, u noe
not doin things by heart,
i wont feel tat is challenging to mingle around, not tat optimistic;
it is sad and it hurts to noe those gossips....

just wanna escape,
escape to my safety zone, to the surrounding of ma buddies,
to da place where i can voice out wats in ma mind freely,
i rely miss ma true-hearted buddies......