Babee What If

have u heard about these song? "What if" and "Perfect Nightmare"?
im sure u do if u listen to eng fm;
im kinda loving the songs recently, yah its quite emotional,
but i reli love the lyrics;
some songs are best singing out-loud, especially when the sentences are not so suitable for normal conversation...

whenever there is something between us, the lyric of "perfect nightmare" will automatically appears in my mind;
whenever i fell disheartened, whenever i fell exhausted.....
but then again, i remembered one of the conversations between me and my best fren:
it was after i left somebody and determined to go look for what so-called Love;
my fren, he told me tat "love brings the sweetest things to life, but it oso comes with the greatest hurt, and there is difference between loved and be loved, if loved is wat u looking for, then u must prepare for all the sweets and bitters"


What if.... tis is another thing tat appears in my mind frequently
i always wondering, *hehe pardon me* =p
i think tat he is the kind of person who likes big group, frens are utterly important to him,
i knew its silly, still, i'll wonder wats the difference of friend and lover to him,
what if i left? will it affect or make a difference to him? or its just nothing....
seriously idk, its easy for him to guess my mind, but i reli cant read his, irdk at all..

anyway,
yeah, we cant tell the future,
what we can do is to appreciate the time being, and not takes things for granted;
no one is perfect, but im trying my best =)