Babee What If

have u heard about these song? "What if" and "Perfect Nightmare"?
im sure u do if u listen to eng fm;
im kinda loving the songs recently, yah its quite emotional,
but i reli love the lyrics;
some songs are best singing out-loud, especially when the sentences are not so suitable for normal conversation...

whenever there is something between us, the lyric of "perfect nightmare" will automatically appears in my mind;
whenever i fell disheartened, whenever i fell exhausted.....
but then again, i remembered one of the conversations between me and my best fren:
it was after i left somebody and determined to go look for what so-called Love;
my fren, he told me tat "love brings the sweetest things to life, but it oso comes with the greatest hurt, and there is difference between loved and be loved, if loved is wat u looking for, then u must prepare for all the sweets and bitters"


What if.... tis is another thing tat appears in my mind frequently
i always wondering, *hehe pardon me* =p
i think tat he is the kind of person who likes big group, frens are utterly important to him,
i knew its silly, still, i'll wonder wats the difference of friend and lover to him,
what if i left? will it affect or make a difference to him? or its just nothing....
seriously idk, its easy for him to guess my mind, but i reli cant read his, irdk at all..

anyway,
yeah, we cant tell the future,
what we can do is to appreciate the time being, and not takes things for granted;
no one is perfect, but im trying my best =)

Brand New Year

1st day of year 2011 ;)
its time to start all over again,
new year, new life, new template,
and a refreshed mind =)

from now onwards, i'll just write everything in my mind here,
here will be the platform where people can know me more,
it is more direct and it shows the real me;
im doin so cuz i found out that knowing someone from his/her fren is quite subjective,
people tends to add on their opinion and thinking when discussing someone else;

anyway, i wonder how many ppl will actually access here to read all my craps, hehe =p

Holy Joy Xmas!!!!!!

its Xmas time again *jump jump* ^^
cant help fall in luv wif Christmas,
like the Christmas tree,
i've been dreaming to put on the final twinkling star at the very top of the tree,
wishing tat i can decorate my own Christmas tree, heeee..... =p
besides tat,
im oso curious about the taste of roasted turkey and ginger bread,
gotta try it someday~~
and,
the best part of tis year's Xmas is:
Tis is our 1st Xmas ever!!!
1st time celeb tis joyful day wif u, *yay*
reli looking forward to it ;)

Rapunzel =)

after met wif fabricator,
suddenly feels like wanna go for movie,
so there goes another random plan :--
a movie day out wif my best jimui-- pei =)


the movie is awesome ;)
i luv the horse, Maximus particularly
of course Rapunzel is cute too,
highly recommend it cuz u can enjoy and laugh non-stop,
reli ^^

unexpectedly

surprisingly im actually vy happy to work tis time,
ehhh as happy as when i worked 4 dutchlady la =)
i like ma new frens so so muchhh,
like their kindness,
friendliness,
the way they call ma name,
like chatting wif them,
like go home wif them under protection of "strong" guys,
they are reli vy man wei~~~
and gentlemen oso;
uhhhhh..... im so in love wif them, uncontrollable =p

holiday!!!!

boom!!!! there goes my holiday
GONE~~~
applied for a part time job, and it takes 20 days,
not stop, continuously working from 10 to 10,
at some place quite far away
=.=
so basically, i'll just be a lifeless person for half of my holiday,
bath-work-bath-sleep @@
see?! i got no time for all my practices, jazz and band;
no time for "pathology" (yeah, not tat v'll hang out even im free 24/7);
no time for fyp, so s*** how can i finish it on time?
.......................
just bite ma tongue and bear wif it la,
no pain no gain after all,

haiz.... =(

Like a G6

i dono i sud share tis or not,
since my fren had posted it on net,
guess it might be ok for me to post tis ere,
not much ppl will access my blog after all, keke

tis is the kind of dance im currently more attracted,
or hav more passion compared to the sexy jazz,
i feel like tis can lemme learn more things tat i din noe, keke
btw, anyone noe how to c or tell if somebody improves?
im actually curios on how to judge it,
its not like academic wer v hav test to evaluate us,
anyone know?? hehe