waiting~~~~

waiting for my pay~~~
it has been delayed for more than a month already... T_T
i wanted to buy my family dinner with the salary,
i wanted to buy anniversary present for my dear,
i wanted to buy a new phone,
i wanted to go for vacation,
but i couldn't afford all those things without the salary...... =(
salary ah salary, you will really comes to me oneday de right? *praying*
still waiting.........

again, Pls....

i stepped back and remain silence,
does not mean that you can cross the line,
hiding something is worst than telling lies u know......

Dream house

i used to say that there must be a nice, romantic bar corner in my dream house,
now, i would like to add one more thing keke.....
a moderately spacious room,
with wooden floor,
good stereo system,
air-conditioned, good lighting,
and most important thing, is that one of the wall of the room,
covered with a LARGE mirror, its a MUST~~~ hehe
if u know me well, most probably u'll know why im craving for such room,
its for me to do things i Love whenever i feel like want to do it,
awww..... it will be good if the dream comes true,
just perfect ;)

Can't Let Go

this is my favourate song recently because of its lyric




I want the end to begin but not without you
so easy for me to speak not complete my actions
divide me that way I can love and hate you baby
torn between staying or keeping you with me, I can't let go
this love is so dysfunctional, it leaves me so emotional,
can't take it anymore but i can't let, can't let, can't let, i can't let go
i try my hardest to break free,
im so locked up and you got the key,
im in way too deep and i cant let, cant let, cant let, i cant let go oh no
cant let go oh no
was sold but i regret the day that we met
didnt know that i could hate someone that i love
i fell in too far and now im drowning, save me
i want to leave you but my heart's saying i cant let go
this love is so dysfunctional, it leaves me so emotional,
can't take it anymore but i can't let, can't let, can't let, i can't let go
i try my hardest to break free,
im so locked up and you got the key,
im in way too deep and i cant let, cant let, cant let, i cant let go oh no
cant let go oh no
no matter how hard i may try, it just wont die,
the many memories haunt my mind, i cant understand why,
i still hold on, what went wrong,
tell me is it my fault,
i need to know dont wanna guess anymore,
i know i should leave you alone but i just cant let go

Nearmiss

sweat~~~~
was ready to give up dy,
was really considered all the consequences,
was ready to let it go and set free,
was trying to stop approaching, end the tiring initiation,
was giving away to ppl who think tat they owned it......
still, i couldn't,
i couldn't bear loosing it,
i cant bear giving it away,
tho i do envy and wonder y it works so well on others.....
phew~~ thank god for the emergency brake,
to prevent me from doing the silly thing..

Seriously No More?!

wau...its important to keep ourselve up-to-date from time to time
haven dine in TGI for a period dy,
so today we went there to celebrate my fren's bday;
i "flipped" the menu again, again, and again....
ei?! where is the 39.90+ three course meal??
OMG~~~ it is not available already...... =(

me myself dont mind to spent for foods lar,
but it might be quite expensive for the others....
and we tot that v can share among ourselves for the three course meal cuz the portion is a lil big,
but its NOT available dy.....
opps, sorry peeps ;p
hope you all dont mind tat, its for bday celebration afterall, just once in a while only rite

i Knew It!!!

the last semester starts today
im not excited at all, somehow i hate it, lolz
personal reason, not about studying....

tried to accept with open-mind,
but again, i just CANT~~~
im human also, human sure got feeling, nope i should say like this:
even animal also got feeling 1...

frust....... should i let go??