Nearmiss

sweat~~~~
was ready to give up dy,
was really considered all the consequences,
was ready to let it go and set free,
was trying to stop approaching, end the tiring initiation,
was giving away to ppl who think tat they owned it......
still, i couldn't,
i couldn't bear loosing it,
i cant bear giving it away,
tho i do envy and wonder y it works so well on others.....
phew~~ thank god for the emergency brake,
to prevent me from doing the silly thing..

Seriously No More?!

wau...its important to keep ourselve up-to-date from time to time
haven dine in TGI for a period dy,
so today we went there to celebrate my fren's bday;
i "flipped" the menu again, again, and again....
ei?! where is the 39.90+ three course meal??
OMG~~~ it is not available already...... =(

me myself dont mind to spent for foods lar,
but it might be quite expensive for the others....
and we tot that v can share among ourselves for the three course meal cuz the portion is a lil big,
but its NOT available dy.....
opps, sorry peeps ;p
hope you all dont mind tat, its for bday celebration afterall, just once in a while only rite

i Knew It!!!

the last semester starts today
im not excited at all, somehow i hate it, lolz
personal reason, not about studying....

tried to accept with open-mind,
but again, i just CANT~~~
im human also, human sure got feeling, nope i should say like this:
even animal also got feeling 1...

frust....... should i let go??

Babee What If

have u heard about these song? "What if" and "Perfect Nightmare"?
im sure u do if u listen to eng fm;
im kinda loving the songs recently, yah its quite emotional,
but i reli love the lyrics;
some songs are best singing out-loud, especially when the sentences are not so suitable for normal conversation...

whenever there is something between us, the lyric of "perfect nightmare" will automatically appears in my mind;
whenever i fell disheartened, whenever i fell exhausted.....
but then again, i remembered one of the conversations between me and my best fren:
it was after i left somebody and determined to go look for what so-called Love;
my fren, he told me tat "love brings the sweetest things to life, but it oso comes with the greatest hurt, and there is difference between loved and be loved, if loved is wat u looking for, then u must prepare for all the sweets and bitters"


What if.... tis is another thing tat appears in my mind frequently
i always wondering, *hehe pardon me* =p
i think tat he is the kind of person who likes big group, frens are utterly important to him,
i knew its silly, still, i'll wonder wats the difference of friend and lover to him,
what if i left? will it affect or make a difference to him? or its just nothing....
seriously idk, its easy for him to guess my mind, but i reli cant read his, irdk at all..

anyway,
yeah, we cant tell the future,
what we can do is to appreciate the time being, and not takes things for granted;
no one is perfect, but im trying my best =)

Brand New Year

1st day of year 2011 ;)
its time to start all over again,
new year, new life, new template,
and a refreshed mind =)

from now onwards, i'll just write everything in my mind here,
here will be the platform where people can know me more,
it is more direct and it shows the real me;
im doin so cuz i found out that knowing someone from his/her fren is quite subjective,
people tends to add on their opinion and thinking when discussing someone else;

anyway, i wonder how many ppl will actually access here to read all my craps, hehe =p

Holy Joy Xmas!!!!!!

its Xmas time again *jump jump* ^^
cant help fall in luv wif Christmas,
like the Christmas tree,
i've been dreaming to put on the final twinkling star at the very top of the tree,
wishing tat i can decorate my own Christmas tree, heeee..... =p
besides tat,
im oso curious about the taste of roasted turkey and ginger bread,
gotta try it someday~~
and,
the best part of tis year's Xmas is:
Tis is our 1st Xmas ever!!!
1st time celeb tis joyful day wif u, *yay*
reli looking forward to it ;)

Rapunzel =)

after met wif fabricator,
suddenly feels like wanna go for movie,
so there goes another random plan :--
a movie day out wif my best jimui-- pei =)


the movie is awesome ;)
i luv the horse, Maximus particularly
of course Rapunzel is cute too,
highly recommend it cuz u can enjoy and laugh non-stop,
reli ^^