蔡依林美人計Voguing創意舞蹈大賽 Voguing girls

was quite sensitive recently,
still feels like so-close-yet- so-far,
things are just like unreachable,
feels like wanna talk bout it but cant get the right timing and appropriate channel ,
it is reli not nice to let someone affect ma emotion,
tried to ignore all of it, but sometime the ignorant wont work so efficiently,
starts to think tat maybe im the "culprit",
maybe me myself is the one who cause the problem,
maybe i've crave for too much which makes me become unreasonable,
ok, maybe i do not deserve any good thing until i become a better 1
guess i'll just arrange as much activities as i can so tat i wont have spare time to think,
guess its better to be neutral, not giving nor taking
i'll stop demanding, and just be independent

JS - Officially Missing You - Tamia (cover)

still loving tis song ^^

20100729完全娛樂～超夯Elog：蔡依林出輯 造型舞蹈爆突破 - 1/2

[Eng Sub ] SE7EN - I'M GOING CRAZY [HD] MV

luv Johannian

it was so much easier to find a real fren bac then,
everyone is so grateful to meet each other,
so sincere, its the purest frenship,
just heart- to-heart, no calculation at all.....

everytime after meeting wif them,
im sooooo reluctant to bac to the track,
no strength to face those mask,
it will freaks me out to noe there are ppl calculating things, u noe
not doin things by heart,
i wont feel tat is challenging to mingle around, not tat optimistic;
it is sad and it hurts to noe those gossips....

just wanna escape,
escape to my safety zone, to the surrounding of ma buddies,
to da place where i can voice out wats in ma mind freely,
i rely miss ma true-hearted buddies......

[VCR] 勝豐老師"美人計"舞蹈教學